String of Emotions

by blueberrieblues

I don’t even know where to begin but I’ll start with what I’m feeling. 

Angry, upset, betrayed, anxious, sad, depressed, lonely, worthless, incompetent, fat, lazy, overwhelmed and I’m lacking major confidence. 

Why and how can one person feel so many terrible things at once? I feel like I’ve been “off” for the last two months and I can’t get back on track. I know the things I need to do to get there but I fall off so easily. Any tips about getting back on track and staying with the things that keeps you sane? 

It’s been 4 months since I’ve seen my psychiatrist and I got in to discuss life next week. With that being said, does it greatly decrease your chances of pregnancy when you’re an anxious mess?